The Creative Salt

I thought maybe I was done designing, but I realized I love designing! I just wish I was allowed to design. Now days I haven’t been able to really design anything, or pour my talents and abilities into anything I do. I want to make art again. Design art again. However I am not allowed to. So, I’ll just do what I am told, make what I am told to make, change what I am told to make. It sucks, it is discouraging, and well what I am producing doesn’t look that great, but its not really mine to begin with, its their’s done the way they want it. Its hardly art, and its bad deisgn, but I guess if the powers that be are happy thats all tat matters right? Just wish I could do design again, maybe use some of my illustration skills again… But what do I know about design? I guess tat 5 years at Disney and another 4 and half working at small marketing and advertising firms amounts to nothing… sigh.